I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself as anxiety towards the idea of myself as out of control
as I abdicate my responsibility to this idea that I carry with me from moment
to moment so that I never self direct in responsibility to take control and in
this forming a belief I cannot stand by commitments.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear of
not being able to stand by commitments as I perpetuate self doubt where there
is an element of self doubt in every commitment I make.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in self
interest to desire creating a positive self image through taking on commitment
easily and in this creating separation with and as myself as I exist in two
polar ideas/projections of myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as anger
as I see myself encountering resistance to committing myself to a task in the
moment only to create more resistance to self movement, as I participate with
and wrestle with this anger in separation of myself I realize I am neglecting
the physical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as anxiety
in the idea of myself with no control and not able to self direct and in this
create separation where I desire to be in control and not facing the lack of
self direction in the moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
abdicate my responsibility to the idea of me being out of control and then in
this idea just give into the mind to direct me to do whatever.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as anxiety
towards too much choice as in too much to do as I want everything done now and
in this I’m getting little done as I am spending time in the mind participating
with all the things I can be doing that can only be done in real time ‘here’ in
the physical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give
into tasks that are easy or entertaining only to go into anxiety and self blame
and in this participating with thoughts, feelings, and emotions that keep
myself enslaved to the mind and not taking responsibility here in the physical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist
in separation through the idea of control which is just a desire for certain
outcomes to feel better about myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to view
self direction as a way of seeing myself as I separate myself from myself
creating an alternate personality to attempt to feed myself energy as an ego.
Self commitment statements to come. Tbc
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