So continuing on with exploring my
resistance to commitment I am going to look at my relationship to determinism and
how I accept and allow a belief that I cannot or may not take responsibility and
that it’s really not up to me, this was in the past a point of superiority
where I felt my belief was absolute but the way I interact with this belief is
no different than the abdication of responsibility that comes from saying ‘it’s
god’s will’. The consequences of believing in this detour-mind-ism is self
doubt in making a commitment and committing myself in my self-direction, also I
will continue to be a slave to my past memories, past acceptances and
allowances as well as not become the creator of myself in my decision of who I
am and will be. No belief is required to move myself!
Ism: a movement, doctrine,
or system of belief
Determinism: the doctrine or
belief that everything, including every human act, is caused by something and
that there is no real free will.
Some word play-
Detour-mind-ism: detoured by
a belief in the mind from self directed responsible action.
Debtor-MYnd-ism – my debtor
ism: feeling a lack of power due to always owing something to someone or something
in my mind, in debt to my past while enslaved to guilt and self judgment
letting my past tell me who I am.
Debtor synonyms: nonpayer,
defaulter, cheat. All words used in self judgment.
Self forgiveness and
commitment statements to come…
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