CONtemplation
–conning myself into believing I’m figuring things out. We can call it
processing information, a form of inaction that is so normal it’s simply seen
as just the way we are. Who would question such things? Isn’t this how we form
opinions? Notice that we don’t need to form facts the facts are already here. The
fact about facts is you can use them or you can’t, the fact about opinions is
if we keep forming them humanity will never get its act together. What do we
CONtemplate? How to get more and how to just keep ourselves safe i.e. self
interest, then we form opinions to justify that self interest. This way we will
never fully realize what it means to give as we would like to receive. If we
can’t decide to do what is best for all in the moment instead of CONtemplating
we will CONtinue to CONform as CONsumers propagating world CONflict and life
will continue to be abused and neglected. Stop the mind and be the change you
want to see in the world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get
caught up in the con of contemplation as if I am awaiting orders from my
programming that will be formed out of an opinion.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give
into the mind to go ahead and figure things out for me only to keep me from
self direction and self realizing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be
lulled into a trance through giving into the mind as I contemplate myself right
out of the physical reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear
directing me to formulate arguments to protect myself in self interest.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become
entertained through contemplation where I create future projections to amuse
myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify
contemplation as normal, not in my control, my nature and form a belief that I
can’t stop as I have spent most of my life abdicating my self responsibility to
the mind and its habit of contemplation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not
fully realize contemplation= conflict through lack of commitment to what is
best for all; so I can justify other actions or just abdicate responsible self
direction to the act of contemplation its self and in this I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to not realize that it is this abdication to the
mind and lack of commitment to what is best for all that manifests in the world
as war, poverty, starvation and abuse.
I commit myself to stop contemplating myself out of reality
so I can get orders from the mind just so the idea of myself can stay safe and
get more, if I detect the fear or desire that would pull me into the mind I stop
I breathe and self direct in the physical.
I commit myself to self realize and stand up for myself as
life; equal and one as all life. If I catch myself giving into the mind and
start contemplating; I stop in the realization that I am participating in
feeding an idea of self merely an idea protecting itself enslaving life through
definition.
I commit myself to stop entertaining myself through
contemplation that would keep me in the mind and away from responsible self
direction.
I will no longer justify contemplation as normal acceptable behavior
and I drop the belief that contemplation cannot be stopped, I realize
contemplation as self interest and will bring it to a halt with practice as I stop
myself if I see myself giving in until I have stopped for ever.
I commit myself to what is best for all life equally to make
contemplation irrelevant, to stop conflict with and as myself as life realizing
contemplation as useless in the face of self honest self direction to do what
is best. I stop, I breathe, I’m here and the self created con dissolves into
nothingness.
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