In this 7 year
journey to life there seems to be a conflict coming up about whether it is a
good choice or not. If there is one thing that seems true about this question
in my many years as a truth seeker it is that this journey started along long
time ago, it is an understanding of cause and effect, the conditions were right
for me to… not choose this road but to end up on it. There is no doubt we are
all influenced and created through our past, created by how we were raised by
the people who were raised by most likely our grandparents and so on back in
time. If there was a beginning called the ‘big bang’ it would seem that this is
when this paragraph was written. The point is feeling judged has no logic to
it.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become
stagnated by the illusion of choice.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear
of reasons to not go on with my current path.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not
realize that if the reasons for not going forward with the journey to life are
not sufficient to stop then they are a waste of my attention.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear
of not being supported by the system through jobs, friends or a girl friend
because of process.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear
of being judged as brain washed, I realize it is self judgment, feeling less
than by imagining how I look through other people’s eyes.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as
negative self image through projecting judgment onto others that would see
myself as weak or stupid.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as self
interest in the search for justifying the path that I am on.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit
self in separation of -as equal as one- by viewing me as a being on a path.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist
in further separation by viewing multiple paths.
I commit myself to change ‘here’ as self as who I am breath
by breath pushing through resistance aware of who I am as able or not and make
the correction necessary to be able to stand as life.
I commit myself to not allow separation through viewing
possible paths through imagination I make considerations in the moment and act
in the moment without dwelling on my own self interest.
I commit myself to take a stand and walk through hell if I
have to in order to bring about a world that is best for all life.
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so all can live a dignified life and end the rat race.
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